As the rapidly approaching departure date draws closer and closer with that chubby little face, all my thoughts are consumed by it.  I’m freaking out in a big fracken way!  However, my thoughts are soothed by the comforting embrace of what may come in my future. so I’ve decided to make a list of what I hope, and strive for, in my coming days.  I figure aim high, why the frack not?  If I fail at something, I just have to try harder.

  Suddenly I’m not sure I’m quite comfortable actually saying my dreams out loud. I know they may seem rather impractical, but It’s what keeps me going day after day. I’ll just impart unto you my two most grand  ambitions. My greatest dream is to create a smash motion picture rich with my ideas and philosophies. hopefully get a message or two out there.  With the profits, open a chain of retail stores to fund Youth Centers and Women shelters.  The reasons for this are my own and personal.  I’ll just leave it at that. 

   The main reason for my joining the military is to get my schoolin on. Oddly enough it is my first ambition that will come last in preparation.  While in, I’ll be taking night classes and on-line classes, I plan on getting a degree in business. For some reason I think this will help me out somewhere down the road.  I’ve heard people tell me that I’m not being practical, and I’ve seen in the eyes of others that I wont accomplish any of my dreams…but I simply refuse to give up, and will continue to do so. thank you very much.

all right I’M OUT!!